alright, here's the thing.

me and my mother, seriously need to go for communication classes. because we can't seem to talk to each other without trying to tear each other's throat out. she says one thing and she denies saying it ten mins later. like WTF. she keeps insisting that she's right. and she has short term memory loss. meaning, SHE REPEATS EVERYTHING AT LEAST 43 TIMES. yes. God is trying to teach me to be patient. but at this rate. he's going to teach me how to be a murderer too! okay. i need to breathe.
right now, i'm very low on vitamin M. meaning money. anyone wants to donate to the vannessa lee foundation? any amount also can. i've spent so much money on comics and food. its a mirecle that i actually lost some weight. anyway. on a good note. i got 5 volumes of Grimm Fairy Tales. i think one of the best investments i've ever made. considering that i'm so in love with it. and talking about comics, i kinda lost my Mervel 1602. FUCK. one of my favourites. thats like the only comic that i have with all the aother Marvel characters. damnit. why the hell does life have to be so unfair.
i want to watch 17 again. but havent gottent he chance to do so yet. and no one to watch it with. i think my cousin is so stuck on studying that she can't watch a movie or else she's going to forget all her notes. i think i need to buy her new pants. and i need to get myself a new laptop. since we're talking about new stuff. and new bags. and new shoes. new skirts. i dont think i need new jeans. just need to lose more weight. new tops. cause what i have now is mostly tank tops and t shirts. so not lady like. new shoes. but i think i've already mentioned that. new dresses. even though i just got one. i really wanted the polka dot one. MAYBE A NEW BOYFRIEND. yeah. new things. A NEW HAIR COLOUR. alright. people keep complaining that i'm changing my colour too often damnit. I DONT CARE.

i need to shut up.